Monday, February 11, 2008

Anonymous said...

Please ask God when I will hear from my son again.
When my son was 7, I made a decision to give him to his Dad. I was in a bad place, screwing up my life and making extremely bad choices. I wanted my son to be safe. I wanted him to know his father and to have a better chance at life than I had. The separation devastated my son and me. I cried everyday for a year and the pain was deep. I missed him so badly. I couldn’t bear being away from him so I ended up moving to the same town as my son and stayed involved in his life. I went to counseling, back to college, remarried, and now hold a professional job and am doing well for my self. My son however, never got the chance to heal. My ex husband and his wife used my son to get back at me. They told him that he didn’t have to come for visitations, and that he didn’t have to listen to me or do things with me. They told me that I wasn’t needed in his life anymore, because he now had a new mom, his stepmother, who would take care of him. This, of course, caused problems for him and me. When he turned 18, he chose to walk away and not talk to me anymore. He’s 23 now and I haven’t heard from him or seen him since the night he graduated from high school. I miss him so much and want to hug him again. Please wrap my love all around him and help his wounded soul. Tell him I’m so sorry for everything. Let him know I love him. When will I see him again?
Thank you.

Answer from God through Brian:

"I am very proud of you for the growth you have made in repairing the 'broken' parts of your life. You made the right choice at the time however without being able to control the free will of others, your son is choosing to only see the person you used to be. I am working to open his heart more so that he can experience a positive relationship and find a way to forgive you. He is being protected and I will certainly give him your love."

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