Saturday, February 2, 2008

Anonymous said...

I know in my heart that I have met and am deeply in love with my soul mate. I believe that we are meant to be together in this life, but have been struggling with keeping my faith that this will happen, and God will bring us back together. Currently my soul mate is deeply entrenched in the fleeting things of this world. (ie money, power, the need to be recognized, outward appearances.)
People and things of this world are standing between us because he is allowing it to be this way. He has moments of clarity and his presence comes back now and again only to return to unconsciousness. He is paralized by fear, and I have been the recipient of getting slammed against the wall by his ego more times than I can count.
I know in my heart that we are meant to be but I have been hurt so badly. I just don't know if he is strong enough to take a leap of faith and believe in me. His relationships have always been superficial, and he struggles with believeing in the genuine connection between us although he tells me I'm his soul mate when he is present.
For awhile now I have been feeling that I have been hurt and rejected by him enough and the next time he tries to pull me back in I shouldn't allow it, because each time he does his ability to stay present decreases in length. I deserve to be treated well, and if he can't make changes and believe in us I need to let him go.
However, each night in my dreams my heart seems to be disagreeing with my mind. I have seen Jesus in my dreams. I saw him on the cross, and felt his presence telling me to forgive for he knows not what he is doing to me. I have felt the presence of angels hugging me. Their presence whispered that I am not alone, and I need to be strong and have faith. Jesus spoke to me through a message sewn on pillows last night. He said not to give up, have faith and believe in me. He signed the pillow, Jesus.The universe has been speaking to me as well, and I don't know what to think.
My soul mate isn't even speaking to me right now. Would he if I called? I don't know, but most of the time these days it's not him I speak to anyway so there is no use in calling.
Am I losing my mind, or are you and angels really speaking to me? Are you really telling me not to give up on my soul mate and that you will find a way to release him from the trenches of this world and bring us back together? Are my dreams what they appear to be or just the wishes of my heart to be with the soul that makes my heart sing?

Answer from God through Brian:

"Your angels are with you at all times. They are there to guide you along your path and protect you from negativity. I am proud of you for maintaining clear energy and openness to the spiritual world. As for your soul mate, you are correct in thinking that he is one of your soul mates however he is quite a bit behind you on your spiritual path. You have the choice to either wait for him to catch up with you so that you can begin your relationship or you can move on and I will bring your next soul mate to you. I will stay with you no matter what you choose and I will bring you happiness."

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