Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Anonymous said...

Dear God

I have struggled with Love.
I have been in love 3 times.
Each time I suddenly got to a point where I felt trapped and would not commit.
Where I felt like something wasn't "right"
That somebody else is better for me out there.
The 3rd time I fell in love is right now.
I am in love with a girl.
She is amazing and she is beyond anybody I have ever met.
The way I see her is indescribable
she seems like my guardian angel in a way.
I have a very deep love for her.
We were together for 2 months and then I got to the point where I got bored and broke up with her.
We didn't see each other for a while and then we started hanging out again as friends.
After about a month I found myself deeply in love with this girl and I am still there right now.
It is nice being friends with her but at the same time painful because I am very caring of her and jealous.
We are definitely in love but I am the one who will not ask her to be with me. I am afraid to. I still wonder if there is somebody better out there for me.
My heart is with this girl though.
Is this the real deal?
I have never felt so strongly about somebody before and respected somebody so much.
Do I go for her or do I wait for a girl who I feel is better for me?
My heart says one thing and my mind says another.
I feel like she could be my soul mate on the one hand,
but on the other hand I don't.
Is she?
I don't know what to do and was hoping for some advice.
I love her very much and I hope that what ever happens she will continue to be a part of my life.
Thank you for my health and my life.

Answer from God through Brian:

"Your indecision is really keeping you stuck on your path. I am willing to help you however you first need to decide what it is that you want. What are you interested in a relationship? What qualities in a woman are you looking for? When you feel that you have a thorough idea of what you would like, set your intentions and let me know. Before you help yourself, I cannot help you very much."

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