Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sarah said...

God, when will this change? Why isn't it changing? Rejection is just such a raw nerve for me, after a childhood of torment and loneliness at school. Now, as an adult, I am rejected by every man I have ever been interested in.

I am 24 and have never had a boyfriend. Men I've been interested in have told me things from "You're not exactly Elle MacPherson," that I wasn't good enough for his friends, or that I'm only a "convenience." I find myself so angry and empty. I can't be there for anyone. I feel so unloved, unloveable, and loveless... I hate how I just don't have it in me to support people or love people. This isn't me - God, this can't be who you want me to be?

I feel like I'm breaking down.

I have been praying for so long for someone to come into my life. Every now and then I meet someone I can't stop thinking about, or even love... But it's never returned.

God, I don't want to do this anymore. I know you have a destiny for me. I'm trying so hard, but I've just got nothing. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't do this anymore. Help me. Please change it, please change it.

Answer from God through Brian:

"I am sorry you have been so hurt. You have been stuck with the wrong people for a long time and I want to help you find the right people. People who will raise your vibration and who can give you the love that you deserve. It is really important that you meditate with me and ask for me to bring the right people to you. Do not over think it, just allow me to help you."

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