Saturday, June 26, 2010

Anonymous said...

Thank you for all that I have, will have, and have had. Thank you for the happiness, and at times the sadness. Thank you for everything you have given me, placed me in front of and will continue to receive.

I wish that I had not gone through some of this SSSSS stuff I went through and feel that I still carry a lot of negativaty - even though you have removed it from me a few times, I still feel it like a huge magnet. Please continue to clear my soul, heart, and my negativaty - I am noticing that it's affecting the way my almost 4 year old is behaving (it's my fault and I want to stop it now, before it's too late)

Thank you for the family you allowed me to be born into and I am deeply sorry that I did not know how to appreciate the wonderful woman you have given me for a mother. Even though at times 9 out of 10 we still do not see eye to eye, she is a wonderful lady nontheless, give me the strenght to leave my ego aside and tell her one day before it's too late that I am sorry and that I do love her in my own way and that I am thankful to her for everything she has done for me and the family and for everything is went through, and that I ... well everything else that I need to say to her and can you also help repair our relationship to the point were it's not 9 out or 10 and it's more 1 out of 10 or 0 out of 10... That would be nice.

Thank you for my father and my sister - I do wish that she and I can and will one day be the sisters were are destined to be, I just do not know if it is I who needs to change or she. I would have to say she only because I along with the entire family believes she has destined herself form us, she ... well you know who she is, how she is and why she does what she does and how she does them, but nontheless I know one of us needs to change in order for us to be "sisters".

Thank you for the children you have given me the oportunity to carry and have, and the children you plan to give me in the future - if their are anymore to come... eventhough you told me that the number of children I would have was up to him and I, and yet you kinda mentioned that I would probably be set with my first two and I would not have the boy, yet I did and you also told me he was a boy... Any way going off track with this. I personally believe you will allow me to have as many children as you want me to have and as many children he and I can handle. (GOD NEVER GIVES YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE).

But I know I do not say this enough or everyday - even though I should... Thank You! I am who I am because you love me, and well I love me too maybe not as much as you love me but I know that I will get there one day!

Oh, yeah. One more thing you were right about him and thank you for allowing this special day to happen for me, even though you and he say that it's not required by you to have.

Thank you for him and I hope that he and I will continue to become better partners and will continue this journey as one.

I am thankful even though I might not show it or feel it at the time, I do reflect back on my life and realize that I am thankful.

If I am forgetting to mention other things/people I am thankful about - sorry, but you know that I don't mean to forget to mention them.

Ok, Got to let you go and watch over the rest of us... I think I have made my point here, so TTYL.


Ok, love ya bye

Answer from God through Carley:

"You are the only one who has control of your free will.  How you behave, how you act and how you react is determined only by you.  On the other hand, you cannot control the free will of another.  Control what you can and let go of what you cannot control.  If you behave in such a way that aligns with all that you believe, you will have peace."

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