Sunday, July 18, 2010

Lena A said...

I really just need to know. Lately I've been just.. so confused about things.. I don't even know what's real and what's fake anymore. I mean, I thought for a long time Paranormal Activity was real, and I read a lot about stuff like Paranormal activity and now I'm getting scared easily. I guess it's my fault for watching the movie and stuff, but I would want to know if all that evil is real. Because I don't believe anything so evil can exist. I believe that good can take power over evil right? If that makes any sense. I'd also like to know more things. Like what is my purpose in life, my specific purpose, and what is the reason for my existence. I have so many questions I can't really think of them all right now. But I'd really love to know all the answers. And I'd truly appreciate it. I know I've made a lot of mistakes and I'm terribly sorry for that. I really am. I honestly wish though, that I could be perfect. My painful shyness affects my life so bad and I just wish that could change. It hurts to be so shy, and so easily embarrassed and sensitive. I can't ever take a joke because I get offended and hurt easily. Can I change that? I don't know how. I'd love to heal the world, make a change, make a difference. I'd love to help others too. But I don't know how. What can I do? I also hope I'm not bothering anyone in any way by asking so much questions because that is not my intention.

Answer from God through Carley:

"You are a beloved child of mine and I couldn't be more pleased with you.  Everything you are going through, have gone through and will go through is of your own design.  You are living your agreement.  That said, you experience what you experience, in accordance with our agreement and the ultimate goal is for you to gain total understanding.  I have such an agreement in place with every being.  While what you experience was designed and agreed to by us both long ago, how you react to each situation you face is entirely up to you.

Is there evil in the world?  Yes.  But there is nothing so evil that light cannot heal.  In even the darkest corners a single match can allow you to find your way out.  And most definitely, good has much more power than evil.  Everything that happens - good or evil - begins with a choice made.

Your life purpose is yours to choose.  Find what you are passionate about and follow that.  And your shyness might just be something you choose to change about yourself.  Or perhaps you'll overcome it enough to help others deal with their own shyness.  As far as healing the world you have great power to do just that.  Every time you hold the door for another person, listen when a friend is hurting, smile at a stranger, you help heal the world.  You may never know how far-reaching an act of kindness is, but I see it.

Every time you talk to me, every time you ask for help, I'm listening and I'm helping you.  What you might have forgotten is that I am only half of any prayer's answer.  You are the other half.  Together we can do great things.  Ask me for help when you sense you need it, take a deep breath and get going.  Your future is as bright as you choose it will be.  I believe in you."

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