Sunday, October 3, 2010

Charneka E said...

Hi God

I have had a lot going on in my life, most days it doesn't seem worth living. Most days i find myself asking "will God forgive me if i kill myself" but the thought of taking a chance with my soul scares me. I have gone back to church and started reading the Bible more to try to get to know you better, to be able to walk with you. I guess what I would like to know is do I have you with me? A lot of people talk about being "born again" of the holy spirit. Lord I have prayed that you would bless me with the holy spirit so many times but how do I know if you have, how do I know that you have blessed me and are walking with me right now? I want to be with you so much, to live for you. Please help me.

Answer from God through Carley:

"Yes, I am with you.  I listen to everything you tell me and I answer your every prayer, even when you don't recognize the answer, I live up to my end of our deal.

You were born blessed with my spirit.  In every breath you take you are blessed.  The only way you can separate from me is if you choose to be separate, and for me there are no final endings.  You can make decisions that you regret, but there is nothing you can do that will turn me away from you.  I want to share in your every second.  There is no problem or joy too big or too small for me.

Whether you live or end your life, it is always your choice and regardless of what you've been taught, your soul is always safe with me.  We have an agreement in place that can be completed in another life if that is your choice.  Our agreement was established for your eventual total understanding and you have many things left in your agreement to accomplish.  Now that you are assured that I am always with you when you want me to be, what choices will you make differently?

Every time you seek me I am with you, as constant as your own heartbeat."

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