Sunday, October 10, 2010

Charneka said...

Dear God

I have been struggling with my faith. I have been searching for you but I don't know if you heard me or not. I think I talk to you more than most of my friends. And I love talking to you, when I do I feel happy and at peace, but that's the only time.

Everytime I think my soul is saved and I am walking with you, new doubts show up and the fear sets in. Its like something is trying to turn me away from you. Is it me or someone else. How do I stop the feelings, the thoughts, the fear.

You are the only one how really knows my heart, not even I do. Please tell me what it's saying, is my faith strong enough. Sometimes I just want to give up but I don't want to lose you or your love. Please help me. Am I on the right track, am I walking with you.

Answer from God through Carley:

"I hear every word directed to me, and I love our talks too.  When you feel that peace and happiness that you feel when you talk to me, that is my way of telling you without question, that I am with you and that you are with me.  You don't have to ever lose that feeling because I am as close to you as your heartbeat all the time.

You were created with a saved soul.  No matter what you've been told, you can never be separated from me unless that is what you choose.  Should you ever choose to be separated from me, you can always change your mind and I will be with you again. There is nothing you can do that will lose me or my love.  You are a beloved child of mine and loved beyond all means of measure."

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