Thursday, December 2, 2010

Natasha said...

Dear God,

I stumbled upon your site and am deeply disturbed. I thought I was an atheist, in fact I left my church over four years ago. I've had so many questions I asked that went unanswered. Well, I guess this is my last chance to get an answer. And you must know what my questions have been all along, but I guess I should reiterate the biggest one at least. Why God, after a lifetime of service and dedication to your church and wanting nothing more than to do good for other people, why after all that loyalty couldn't you ease the pain I felt inside? I prayed everyday two main things, that you could make me stronger so that I could help others, and that you'd give me a little peace from the suffering I endured. My question is why didn't you do this for me?
Answer from God through Carley:

"I am sorry for your pain, however you have always had within you the answers to your questions.  Mine is a quiet voice often heard best in whispers of the heart and in a glimmer of coincidence that often goes un-inspected.  I do not have a church, and in leaving yours you did not leave me, but rather the people that ran the church.  Service can be done everywhere.  You choose what you want to do.  If service in a church is what you are passionate about then I applaud you, but if you are passionate about helping children or the elderly, the homeless, animals, the environment... all I ask is for you to follow your passion.  Finding true joy in life is the antidote to pain.  I hear you every time you speak to me.  Please allow my answers to come through to you.  All you have to do is to pay close attention and have no pre-concieved ideas about how they will come."

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