Sunday, January 31, 2010

Anonymous said...

God, my problem may seem trivial and stupid, especially in the bigger scheme of things. I just want all of this to end. I screwed up 10 years ago, almost lost my family because of it. Yet it seems like I did. Because of what I did 10 years ago, and you know what I did, my wife pretty much did the same to me, and worse. For 10 years I've put up with what is going on and endured, partially out of the guilt I feel (it did start with me after all), partially to make amends, and partially because I don't want to lose my family.
But I think I have already. At least, my wife, and my life.
I DON'T want to end it all, I know that's a sin, you said so. I just WANT IT TO END.

Personally, I don't believe in The Law of Attraction and The Secret. I've manifested the end to all the heartache, pain, and sense of loss I've felt over the years, and it just gets worse as I get older.

Maybe I'm just dead inside and my body is waiting to catch up.

Answer from God through Carley:

"Whatever you decide to believe, becomes the limit to your understanding. Be more careful in the limits you set upon yourself and upon me. To manifest means to bring the thing you seek to fruition. Either you do believe it can happen or you don't, and either it will happen or it won't - largely dependent on what you choose to believe.

If it's change you seek, what are you doing differently to bring about the change? I hear you saying that you don't want to lose your family, but you aren't telling me or yourself what you DO want. You cannot change anything in the past. You can only change this moment and every future moment that you've been given. What will you do differently right now? Think bigger and believe. I believe in you."

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