Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Anonymous said...

God, since I was born up to 17 years old I only know you because of my family and my Christian Living teachers in my school. But when I turned 18, I decided to do something crazy; to talk to angels. So I searched the net while typing the words "How to talk to Angels" and so on, but as days pass by and no signs of angels talking to me, I basically asked myself this question:

"Why talk to angels when you can just talk to God?"

So after reading many things about You, how You work, what Your nature is, reading the bible, trying to live my life like Christ.

I turned to You.

But there were so many bad things happening to me such as crisis of faith, confusion, losing my trust in You, etc. God if you could just name one more thing to me.

Since I found out you answer prayers to those who follow Jesus, I asked you two things which I end up hurt:

"Will you please come down here on Earth and appear to me as a human person and give me tasks that are so mysterious but has a positive outcome? Just like Joan of Arcadia?"

I prayed and prayed until the two letter depressing word "no" came.

This was the other one:

"I hope I could join a show choir in my University..."

After finding out you said "no" to my first request, I lost confidence in asking You.

And now there is this organization in my University that's a little bit connected to show choir (because there is no show choir organization in my University and the reason I asked this prayer was because I was hoping God would send someone to make a show choir org), will this be YOUR redirection, God? I mean I don't even know how to play an instrument, I just want to sing back-ups...

I think I'm losing my confidence in asking you. I feel like the words of Jesus "Ask anything in My name" are hollow.

Answer from God through Carley:

"If you ask for my help in anything based in love, I will help you, but you must do the work required in achieving what you want.  You can most certainly talk to angels, but much practice and patience and a wide-open heart is required.  And I answer every prayer that is based in love, not only for the followers of Jesus.  If it's a show choir you want in your University, create one.  Team with others who would assist you in creating it.  I will help, but you must provide the motion, heart and perseverance."

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